Tag Archives: athlete

Shadows chasing shadows

Posted on October 1, 2015 by J.

I can feel my grief in my muscles. The aches and tightness in my legs are constant reminders of the sadness that creeps into some of my days. I still find my release in fitness, and I grieve more some … Continue reading →

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A ninjas good morning kiss

Posted on August 10, 2014 by J.

For the last two weeks, I’ve watched more television and lounged around more than I think I have since December. Those first few weeks after George died, I didn’t know what to do with myself so I simply lost myself … Continue reading →

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Breaking apart

Posted on January 1, 2014 by J.

Seeing that the last 6 weeks have been nothing short of a nightmare, I can only anticipate the beginning of this year will be a moderate reflection of those weeks. It’s become clear, after seeing candid pictures (see above) from … Continue reading →